Hmm... My thoughts?
Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 6:33 PM
Haiz... we are gonna have class outing but I dun really wanna go! I know that I'll kinda miss the fun but at the same time I think I'll have more fun at Ming Chin's house and Letitia house. I don't know why but I feel more of myself with maybe, sometimes my clique without *you know who* and the place I really let loose and be myself is in my cell(: I just love my cell people(: So friendly and everything(: Encouraging each other and loving each other letting all of us be ourselves. Well, not that I don't like my school people a.k.a my class but its just that I can feel that our class is really... FAKE... like everyone wants to be popular and everything so they wanna join our clique cos of like us! Jean, Desiree, Annabelle... well not me obviously... anyways, yeah... Everyone just wanna be us. Like a lot of people. You may not know but actually, we even dun like some people in our clique. Thats why. I just think that our whole class is 'awesome' at acting. Like in a bad way. Not good enough to be in drama but yeah... You get what I mean... There are a lot of like quiet fights in our class. You may think that '1-2 is the awesomest class' '1-2 is so united' but for me I think that our class is... 2 faced... Our class isn't all that awesome... I even have a friend who says 1-2 is... Scary... Mostly cos of our cliques... In our class, we have a lot of clique and that makes us not united. I seriously don't really understand our class sometimes. In every clique there is someone we don't like. Then whats the point of having that person in the clique? I feel that we don't need to be afraid of people. If you really are afraid of that person then, why hate her? I just don't understand the logic behind all these. And if you know that those people don't like you then, back off. Don't go with them. Cos they'll just make you suffer and do things for them. Whats the point of acting like you like each other and actually you hate each other and everyone knows that? I just find that sometimes, our class is just ain't all that awesome):